Fall Apart
League of Legends brought Janie together with 5 other boys, QD, DM, MM, LQ, and DK during high school. They had their last year of high school and first year of university playing together with a lot of fun. Things did not just resolve around gaming, sometimes they hung out together eating, drinking milktea and stuff. That was the best time in their friendship.
After high school, QD went to the US to study university. LQ is the second person to study abroad, in Finland. But they still kept in touch online and always gathered when QD returned for a break. Janie believed they could carry on like this for long, longer and longer.
MM has got a girlfriend, KL. She's very nice and all of the not-abroad invited her to hang out together everytime. Janie was happy to see a progress in her friend's life and a new member in a gang. She said she would look forward to the time when the size of the gang would double up from 6 to 12. Up to that point, everyone was happy.
However, lately, Janie thinks that things are falling apart. Some of her friends has become ignorant. They talk much less in our online group. They don't play LoL together anymore. It's become harder and harder to plan a hangout. Even if they successfully agree on a date, there will still be someone ditch out in the end. And it's not just once or twice.
Janie knows what's wrong, she thinks so. She knows where the problem lies. She can explain it, but not dare to say it out loud. She always believe conversations are the core of any relationships and people need to speak out whatever is troubling between them. But she has a feeling that if she speaks now, it doesn't help, or even counter-strike. Their friends will be triggered, take what she says as an excuse to finally get rid of this gang off their life. Is that what they want? Is that what she wants? She's not sure.
"Where do we go from here?"
Side story: Continuing the hype for Ji Chang Wook, Janie takes on Empress Ki. Ha Ji Won is so beautiful. However, she still cannot finish Healer.
After high school, QD went to the US to study university. LQ is the second person to study abroad, in Finland. But they still kept in touch online and always gathered when QD returned for a break. Janie believed they could carry on like this for long, longer and longer.
MM has got a girlfriend, KL. She's very nice and all of the not-abroad invited her to hang out together everytime. Janie was happy to see a progress in her friend's life and a new member in a gang. She said she would look forward to the time when the size of the gang would double up from 6 to 12. Up to that point, everyone was happy.
However, lately, Janie thinks that things are falling apart. Some of her friends has become ignorant. They talk much less in our online group. They don't play LoL together anymore. It's become harder and harder to plan a hangout. Even if they successfully agree on a date, there will still be someone ditch out in the end. And it's not just once or twice.
Janie knows what's wrong, she thinks so. She knows where the problem lies. She can explain it, but not dare to say it out loud. She always believe conversations are the core of any relationships and people need to speak out whatever is troubling between them. But she has a feeling that if she speaks now, it doesn't help, or even counter-strike. Their friends will be triggered, take what she says as an excuse to finally get rid of this gang off their life. Is that what they want? Is that what she wants? She's not sure.
"Where do we go from here?"
Side story: Continuing the hype for Ji Chang Wook, Janie takes on Empress Ki. Ha Ji Won is so beautiful. However, she still cannot finish Healer.
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